Tuesday, April 2, 2013


Learning to sift the important battles from the unimportant battles in life, is something age and experience teach you.  To fight such battles or not is perhaps one of the most important choices you make in your life for your sanity, for your peace and for the rest of your life.
And then there are certain battles which are not a matter of choice, you just have to submit and go through them. Fight your best. Sometimes you enter such battles knowing you'd lose but you still submit to the fact that a fight is worth a try.
I am fighting such battles constantly with no clue of where the end lies. With questions that constantly haunt me, whether life is fair? Whether being just and fair is the right way to fight a battle? Whether I am fighting the right battles in the first place or not!
How else do you justify people constantly walking over you? How else do you justify your self worth being used as a pocha cloth? How else do you justify blows to one's confidence when they really don't deserve it? Why is one's self worth measured on scales of other people who probably ain't even equipped enough or respectable enough themselves to judge others?
What or who answers these questions? What or who is to be blamed for this mess of mine called life? Is it THE universe? or is it MY karma?
Either ways, I haven't found mercy as yet.

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